Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 2:00 AM
back from camp breakaway! i wasnt as tired as i have expected to be.. so i am up early and able to blog abit..
i do not have much photos and much things to talk about camp breakaway.. simply because i was only there on the second night.. which means, more then half of the camp/activites are already over.. i simply went there to fellowship with people and of course, hungry for a new touch of God..
God never fail to disappoint me.. on the first night, pst talked about having a new encounter with God.. God really touched my heart and pst went on the lay hands on everybody.. but.. something within me wasnt satisfied.. i dont feel that.. you know thing... i dont know how to explain it.. but i knew i wasnt getting what i want.. i was disappointed at first but i kept telling God and myself, there must be something else.. there MUST be..
so what happened the rest of the night is simply just games games, girls talk and all.. i slept early.. because the mugging for the week has already really drained me up.. chris said he saw shooting stars.. i am jealous.. damm jealous.. i really want to see shooting stars!! nvm.. God will make a new one for me..
morning comes, woke up.. bathe in cold water!!!!!!!!!(at 7am)i tell you.. its freezing and i just feel like running home right there and then in the cubicle.. but i cant.. goosebumps was all over my body as i wash my hair.. really couldnt take the cold and wanted to just stop bathing... i grabbed my towel and wrapped myself in it damm tight cos i was really really cold.. kept shivering! i meant it! i was like... shaking in the cubicle.. really wanted to not bathe my body but i couldnt take the feeling of dirtiness.. so.. i just braved the cold waters and get my bathe clean in like 5 minutes! hahahs.. not only that, my butt ache and hurt now because sleeping on cold hard floor isnt a comfortable thing to do.. first time sleeping in a sleep bag.. it is so so uncomfortable!!! i miss my bed like crazy!!!
now here comes the exciting part.. we had morning devotion at 1045am.. so its just a simple, normal time where pst will just share something.. its not even a sermon.. sitting there, i was just listening and all.. then pastor got the zone to pray for christmas services.. as it goes on, pastor just said, "i want to pray for my ANDG people.. come forward.. we are in no hurry.. i want to be soak in the presence of God.." i was like.. "God, i want something from you!" when pastor laid hands on me, i just feel this weight come upon my spirit.. theres this weight of something.. after i got up, went back to my place to stand, there, i just started to tear.. its just so awesome.. there and then, i knew life i different.. i just know that, i am changed..
went for service after that, the sermon pst king preached a phenomenal message!!! i was so so blown away!!! sitting there, got me really really excited in my spirit! no words can describe it!
i had a power packed weekend.. now, its time for revival!